Grace to you and
peace from God our Father and our Lord and Savior, Jesus the Christ. Amen
Life can be
difficult at times,
tragic in fact.
Some people have
the privilege of skating through life with nary a challenge. Everything just seems to go well for
them. They prosper and flourish in every
way. Life for them is good.
For other people,
life just seems to be one challenge after another. These are the ones who hear Paul’s words that
God “will not let you be tested beyond your strength” and wonder if this could
possibly be true, because they are at the breaking point and there doesn’t seem
to be anyway out at all. Still others
are struck down and die without ever having even a chance to do anything about
it.
When we look at
those two groups of people it is very tempting to conclude that they are each getting
what they deserve.
People who have
enjoyed the good life tend to think that they have made all the right choices.
And those who
suffer one tragedy after another wonder what in the world they did wrong to
deserve all this.
In the “Sound of
Music” this sentiment is expressed in the song “Something Good”.
“Perhaps I had a wicked childhood
Perhaps I had a miserable youth
But somewhere in my wicked, miserable past
There must have been a moment of truth
For here you are, standing there, loving me
Whether or not you should
But somewhere in my youth or childhood
I must have done something good
Nothing comes from nothing
Nothing ever could
So somewhere in my youth or childhood
I must have done something good.”
Perhaps I had a miserable youth
But somewhere in my wicked, miserable past
There must have been a moment of truth
For here you are, standing there, loving me
Whether or not you should
But somewhere in my youth or childhood
I must have done something good
Nothing comes from nothing
Nothing ever could
So somewhere in my youth or childhood
I must have done something good.”
There is a reason
why we often love the sentiments expressed in this song.
If nothing comes
from nothing, if there is always a reason for good or evil, and if it can all
be traced back to our actions, one way or another, then life is manageable. We are in control. And there is comfort and security in that.
Make good choices
and live the good life.
Make bad choices
and beware of what is to come.
Only one problem.
Life doesn’t work
that way all the time.
Sometimes something
does come from nothing.
There is innocent
suffering and tragedy.
And there are
people who experience a life of privilege for no other reason than where and
when to whom they were born.
There is good and
evil in the world, and sometimes good people suffer and evil people prosper.
Life simply isn’t
always fair.
Just because
someone experiences evil does not mean they have sinned and deserve it.
In our Gospel
lesson we read:
“At that very time there were some present
who told him about the Galileans whose blood Pilate had mingled with their
sacrifices. [Jesus] asked them, “Do you think that because these Galileans
suffered in this way they were worse sinners than all other Galileans? No, I
tell you; but unless you repent, you will all perish as they did. Or those
eighteen who were killed when the tower of Siloam fell on them—do you think
that they were worse offenders than all the others living in Jerusalem? No, I
tell you; but unless you repent, you will all perish just as they did.””
In this passage
Jesus is telling us two things.
First, that the
people in question, those who were slaughtered by Pilate while they worshipped
and those who died when the tower collapsed, had done nothing to deserve this
fate. They were innocent of any wrongdoing. Their suffering and death made no sense, it
just happened.
But then Jesus
goes on to say “repent, (or) you will all perish just as they did.”
In the first
breath Jesus says they have done nothing to deserve this suffering. In the second breath he says repent or you
will suffer as they did.
Those two
statements seem contradictory.
But they are
not. The important thing, though, is how
we hold them together.
First of all, the
truth is that life is fragile, and because of that, sometimes tragic.
Death can strike
at any moment.
Babies die in the
womb.
Children die of
disease and accident.
Young people die.
Middle aged
people die.
Old people die.
And the where and
the when and the how of these deaths are so often inexplicable.
This is simply
the truth of life.
People don’t
deserve losing a baby to miscarriage.
Nor did Karla and
I somehow deserve having four healthy babies in four pregnancies.
I’ve buried a lot
of children and young people in my years of ministry.
Neither they or
their families did anything that deserved such a fate.
Accidents happen.
Disease happens.
And sometimes
pure evil happens to people who are innocent of wrong doing.
I mean, isn’t
this what we witness again and again in all the mass shootings that occur, most
recently in New Zealand??? People just
going about their business, in this case gathering for worship, when a deranged
gunman opens fire and kills fifty innocent people.
Evil happens.
It doesn’t mean
that those who suffer because of it did anything to deserve it.
But then why does
Jesus say, “repent, or you will all perish just as they did.”
I’m going to try
and answer that.
When I look back
at my life there are numerous experiences and situations that stand out to me
that could easily have resulted in my death.
I remember a
drunk driver nearly killing me when I was in first or second grade. My older brother pulled me out of the way of
the crashing car.
I remember
falling asleep while driving only to be awakened by the air horn of a passing
truck whose driver had seen me sleeping and sounded his horn to wake me
up. He might have saved my life, that
moment.
My mitral valve
failed. That I’m alive today is a credit
to the advancement of modern day medicine and the skill of my surgeon, Dr.
Sewick.
That I didn’t die
that last night of my drinking is largely the result of Karla staying by my
side and caring for me.
And most
recently, I had a bowel obstruction this last year. Even today, with all the advancements of
modern medicine that can result in the death of one’s intestines, and could
have killed me.
What these
experiences have taught me is how fragile life actually is, and how in the
blinking of an eye it could be over.
When that
happens, what is lost is the opportunity that each new day offers to us.
For example, had
I died that last night of drinking I would have been deprived of the
opportunity to experience sobriety once again, the new life.
“Repent!” Jesus says.
“Repent for the
Kingdom of God has come near.”
The repentance
Jesus preaches is not just a turning away from evil, but also a turning toward
God.
In fact there are
many people who are not evil in any sense of the word, but who do not as yet
have any significant relationship with God.
The world is not
divided between the non-religious people who are all bad, and the
religious people who are all good.
It’s much more of
a mixed bag than all of that.
There are some
incredibly good people who are not people of faith, and there are some
incredibly faithful people who are guilty of all sorts of evil.
But all of us,
whether people of faith, or people without faith. . .
All of us,
whether we are by nature good, or struggle with our evil impulses,
All of us have
the opportunity to repent.
To turn our
hearts and our lives toward God and to experience the grace, love, and faith
that God offers.
All of us,
through repentance, have the opportunity to experience the Kingdom of God, and
his reign of love and peace.
But this is the
thing.
We have the
opportunity to repent and grow closer to God today, but there is no guarantee
that we will have that opportunity tomorrow.
What if tomorrow
never comes?
One of the
saddest days I’ve experienced was when my first child, Katie, left home for
college.
What overwhelmed
me was that my opportunity to be her dad on a day to day basis was over. All those things that I had been putting of ‘til
tomorrow’ were not going to happen now.
The opportunity had passed.
Now is the time.
I think that is
what I’ve learned.
Now is the time
because tomorrow never comes.
The only thing we
have is the present moment.
We can choose to
love, or hate.
We can choose to
have faith, or not.
We can choose to
walk with God, or not.
We can turn our
lives around through repentance, or not.
This we can do
today, but not tomorrow, for tomorrow never comes.
What Jesus is
telling us is that you never know when or how life will end, so make the most
of this moment, and the opportunity to repent and believe in the Kingdom of
God.
I’m left with a
question that this text raises for me.
If today were the
last day of my life, would I be at peace with the way I lived this day as being
the final and defining moment in my life?
Or to put it
differently, if you knew this was your last day, how would you live?
Amen
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