Grace to you and
peace from God our Father and our Lord and Savior, Jesus the Christ. Amen
Sometimes you
just need a bowl of chicken noodle soup.
Or whatever other ‘comfort food’ that warms your soul.
Comfort food.
For me ‘comfort
food’ is that which I associate with my mom.
And home. And that place where I
know I’m always welcome no matter what is happening in my life.
Chicken noodle
soup has memories associated with it for me.
First and
foremost I associate it with saltine crackers and 7-Up, the first foods I was
able to have after being sick. It was
always an indication that my ordeal was approaching an end and I would soon be
better. And I remember my mom.
There are other
foods I connect with my mom and heartwarming memories.
Banana
bread. A staple at our house.
Apple tarts.
Rhubarb delight.
Homemade cinnamon
rolls with freshly ground whole wheat flour from the fields around their home
in Joplin, MT.
At Christmas time
it was the lefsa.
And of course,
the cookies: sandbakkels, and crumkakka.
And also, for me,
rice cereal. Mom would make the rice
with milk, and we’d put butter (Norwegians put butter on everything) and
cinnamon, and sugar on it. It was an
evening meal for us. And I loved it.
All of these
foods connect me to a time in my life when I still experienced the comfort of
my mother’s bosom. Wrapped in her care
and love.
It was a simpler
time.
A time when the
great problems of my life melted away with a word of encouragement, the
assurance that I was loved, all within a safe place that was home.
As the years
passed by, the problems of my life didn’t melt away like that. There were times of rejection out in that
cold cruel world. And there have been
times of a desperate yearning to feel that love once again.
Ironically, now
that I’m older I’m beginning to feel a lot of other connections with my
mother. Connections related to my
health.
Bad knees. Achy legs. Hypothyroidism. And on the list
goes.
And I yearn for
that warm cup of chicken noodle soup that makes the hurt go away.
1The Lord| is my shepherd;
I shall not | be in want.
I shall not | be in want.
Words I need to hear.
2The Lord makes me lie down | in green pastures
and leads me be- | side still waters.
3You restore my | soul, O Lord,
and guide me along right pathways | for your name’s sake.
Images of a safe place,
4Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I shall | fear no evil;
for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they | comfort me. R
What a wonderful
assurance that someone is there.
5You prepare a table before me in the presence | of my enemies;
you anoint my head with oil, and my cup is | running over.
There you have it, the chicken noodle soup, a sign that
the ordeal will soon be over.
6Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days | of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the | Lord forever. R
Home.
Psalm 23 is our spiritual chicken noodle
soup.
Throughout our lives and at the time of our
deaths we take comfort in these words.
Within this psalm, David has included three
things:
A
memory.
A
prayer.
And
a hope.
A memory.
1The Lord| is
my shepherd;
I shall not | be in want.
2The Lord makes me lie down | in green pastures
and leads me be- | side still waters.
I shall not | be in want.
2The Lord makes me lie down | in green pastures
and leads me be- | side still waters.
Faced with the
uncertainty of trying times, we look back.
We remember.
That’s where the
chicken noodle soup gets its power.
It evokes the
memory for me that my present illness will soon be over. It recalls my mom’s loving care.
The bed my mom
prepared for me.
The cup of soup
on the bedside table.
The glass of 7-Up
always present.
Healing powers.
Most of all,
these memories form the foundation of hope.
We have hope for
the future because we remember the way God has cared for us in the past.
I have faced many
trials in my life. And in spite of all
my worries that each one might be my comeuppance, grace intervened. God watched over me. God delivered me.
I remember that.
I shall not be in
want.
And in that light
I pray:
3You restore my | soul, O Lord,
and guide me along right pathways | for your name’s sake.
4Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I shall | fear no evil;
for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they | comfort me. R
5You prepare a table before me in the presence | of my enemies;
you anoint my head with oil, and my cup is | running over.
3You restore my | soul, O Lord,
and guide me along right pathways | for your name’s sake.
4Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I shall | fear no evil;
for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they | comfort me. R
5You prepare a table before me in the presence | of my enemies;
you anoint my head with oil, and my cup is | running over.
Now we are
talking to God, not about God.
You restore me.
You guide me.
You are with me.
You comfort me.
You care for me.
And you anoint me
with the healing oils.
And I am blessed
beyond measure.
Our greatest
fears surround death.
COVID 19 is among
us. And we don’t know what the future
holds. So we turn to God.
4Though
I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I shall | fear no
evil;
It is fear that
too often drives us. Some fears are
rational. COVID 19 is much more lethal
than the flu. We are learning that. And for some there will not be enough 7-UP
and chicken noodle soup to make them well.
And so fearing it, we take precautions.
Social distancing.
When I was sick
as a child I was sent to my room. It
feels like that now. “All y’all just go
to your rooms.”
Rational fears.
And then there
are the irrational ones. Like the “Oh,
my God, I must run and buy every roll of toilet paper I can!” type of fear. Kind of funny that we take comfort in, of all
things, having a closet full of toilet paper.
Come on folks!
But whether our
fears are rational or irrational we have this prayer.
You restore me.
You guide me.
You are with me.
You comfort me.
You care for me.
And you anoint me with the healing oils.
And I am blessed beyond measure.
Like our moms,
God is present. Loving. Caring.
Healing.
And so we hope:
6Surely
goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days | of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the | Lord forever. R
and I will dwell in the house of the | Lord forever. R
Here there is a bit of a disconnect with my
childhood home. A big disconnect.
My mom made it a point to teach us to fly.
Independence was a major value in our
home growing up. We were to learn and grow, and then leave the
nest.
I’ve joked many a time that mom gave us an 18
year nonrenewable lease.
And yet even so, home was always there.
“You
have made us for yourself, O Lord, and our heart is restless until it
rests in you.”
This sentence
comes from the opening of St. Augustine’s “Confessions”. When I looked it up, one author called it the
greatest sentence ever written.
It ranks right up
there with the conclusion to Psalm 23:
6Surely
goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days | of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the | Lord forever.
and I will dwell in the house of the | Lord forever.
Faced with all the turmoil and uncertainty of
life we are invited into the Lord’s rest.
Embraced by God’s goodness and mercy, we are at home once again. Secure in the bosom of God.
Here the most powerful image and most blessed
of experiences comes back to me. That of
a baby nursing at its mother’s breast.
What a way to enter into this world.
And perhaps that’s the way we will leave it.
Wrapped in the tender embrace of our God, our
souls are soothed by God’s beating heart and nourished by God’s own flesh and
blood.
Sometimes we need chicken noodle soup.
And sometimes, what we really need is to be
held tight at our Mother’s breast once again.
Amen
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